I’ve always been independent. I don’t need someone in my life but I do WANT someone. The worst is when you think you found someone. And when he finally wants you back he does the unspeakable and lays his hands on you. But you forgive him because you’ve already waited a year to call him your boyfriend. He swears it will never happen again but it happens just as often as he cheats. Soon it’s a weekly basis. I got out. I’m free now. I’ll always be afraid he’s gonna come after me. How did I let it go so far? Why didn’t I leave a long time ago? Why am I still missing the guy who told me he loved me but showed me the opposite? Why wasn’t I strong enough to see it? Why didn’t he love me back? Why am I the only one who is hurting? I got hurt physically and mentally for almost three years and now that I’m free I’m still hurt. Will it ever end? Will I ever actually be okay?
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Orange is the New Black Season 4 - [1/14] inmates: Poussey Washington
You can’t live your life according to maybes.